and at once I knew, I was not magnificent

i knew at that moment, that you were never gonna take me seriously, that you were never gonna hear me clearly, that you would fault me for you failing to hear what I said.

i knew that at that moment, there was nothing left for me to fight anymore

if you cant admit to your mistakes, and would like to pin your shortcomings on me, then im choosing to leave. i cannot let you gaslight me again, invalidating what ive told you, not accepting that you were in the wrong in this situation

if you had human decency in you, and you loved me, you would not have pushed me into a corner, you would have been receptive to what ive said, you would not have blamed me for you not hearing what id clearly communicated to you