How could someone that I love so much cause me so much distress and sadness? It’s 3am nd all I feel is this fireball of emotions, do I hate you for not prioritising me, for saying empty promises of wanting to find me but you’re actually out drinking the night away, or do I hate myself for being so pathetic, for shedding tears for the one that never made me feel important?
Countless sleepless nights I’ve spent, feeling insecure and worried, while you burn them on others but me. I don’t think you know what it feels like to have anxiety attacks, to feel put down. And this is exactly why I have to walk away.
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