I give you my heart just to watch you waste it

How could someone that I love so much cause me so much distress and sadness? It’s 3am nd all I feel is this fireball of emotions, do I hate you for not prioritising me, for saying empty promises of wanting to find me but you’re actually out drinking the night away, or do I hate myself for being so pathetic, for shedding tears for the one that never made me feel important?

Countless sleepless nights I’ve spent, feeling insecure and worried, while you burn them on others but me. I don’t think you know what it feels like to have anxiety attacks, to feel put down. And this is exactly why I have to walk away.

Two A.M, here again

I'm already half past you

To think you're still continuing actions that are making things worse

"You could give an aspirin the headache of its life."

yeah, that's not who we are

sometimes I wonder why do I put in so much effort just to take even more shit from people

you do your best but all they do is to exploit you further

it's not the same anymore, I'm sorry

How is it that life is killing me slowly, one day at a time?

Underneath all the smiles, the staged posts, the filtered pictures, the glorified social updates, lie our entire circle of living zombies that we call friends

O how beautiful Your grace unending

he has fought the good fight, he has finished the race, he has kept the faith, and now he shall have life everlasting in heaven

bye dad, this is just a fleeting separation

I know my time will come one day too

bet you thought your life would change, but you're sat on a train again

I think I have lost all traces of my youth, in the past 3 months. Why does it feel like a perpetual struggle?

I can't help but envy those around me, am I just one of those unlucky ones?

The worst feeling is knowing that you're obviously being shortchanged and exploited, yet it's so difficult to get out of it.

look what you made me do, I'm with somebody new

with each passing day, I feel myself fading from this earth

seems strange to write a song about someone

http://discreetkisses.tumblr.com/post/182683242350/grand

cancelled BTOs

forbidden love

dying marriages

clandestine affairs

tinder hookups

multiple sex partners

emotional cheating

let's face it

the greatest love we deserve is the love for ourselves, so don't you ever think that you're selfish for putting 'you' first

if you're not gonna love yourself, who else will?

hurts like heaven, lost in the sound

bring me back to life, my body is breaking down with each passing day

and I always wanna die...sometimes

I'm through with my first month of work, and damn, do I miss school.

How can something that I have to do for the rest of my life seem so tiring and endless?

The flame is still burning strong, but I do need fuel here and there sometimes.

How did my mum and dad managed to do this for the bulk of their lives?

I really need to learn a thing or two from them.