it lingers when we're done, you'll believe God is a woman

this could be wrong, this could be right, but then again, I'm not one to discern between the black and white

think we need to rewind, you text that boy sometimes, must be more than three times

http://discreetkisses.tumblr.com/post/177097559445/we-close-our-eyes-blind-our-pain-nobody-ever

doing it all just to feel things, drinking's enough of a vice

heading towards subzero really soon
there's no cold-wear, no heat packs, no warm food
nothing but the wind, the cold, the snow
am I ready for school?
no


2 March 2018, Edinburgh, United Kingdom

oh I hope some day I'll make it out of here, even if it takes all night or a hundred years

has it really been 2-3 weeks???

thank you all so much, for this whirlwind saga made up of so many mini adventures

it's like every chapter of this journey is slowing healing me from my severe anxiety of having to be back in Singapore after so long

we never got it right, playing and replaying old conversations, overthinking every word and I hate it

I know this is abrupt, I know it's gonna be explosive, I know that even before it starts, I can already see the end

I know this will break me, perhaps even in more ways than I have ever been broken

I know this is temporal, I know the gratifications are only minute, I know this is being treated as a game

I know

But you know what

I'm still gonna do it