Tuesday, 15 August 2017

And I couldn't say or wash it away, the things that I had hid inside, I tried & tried

I am just so disappointed, how could someone I should look up to, actually make me feel this way?

If we weren't related by blood, I probably wouldn't care.

And as much as I tell myself I really hate you, it's undeniable that I still love you.

You're creating havoc and striking chaos all the time, but I hope you will finally see the light, or else no one will be there to rescue you anymore.

I thought I was altruistic, making sacrifices all the time, but when I look into her eyes, do I actually know who the true MVP is...

I'll give my time, my life, solely because of you.

And I hope you'll understand I didn't choose the battered path just to go against the rules, I'm just trying to use my depravity as a coping mechanism.

I cannot fathom living life without you both.

And the irony is that what's killing me is actually what's keeping me human.

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