without you, I feel lost at sea

And every gulp of tipple I swallow is an ode to your legacy, I just wish you were still alive and kicking...

Would your eyes be gleaming with pride, or would you turn your head away in disdain?

I think I like myself better when I'm not sober, was that the reason why you would intoxicate yourself at every given moment?

I hope I'll be half as cool as you when I have grandkids...

young dumb broke high school kids

Just fight a little longer my friend, it's all worth it in the end

It has been a crazy week.

With rollercoaster-like movements.

But I'm really pleased with the outcome.

I was feeling so depressed at a certain point of my life, and I just didn't see the need to walk on any further.

But God renewed my faith and restored my energy and I'm loving it - I'm having such a huge appetite for life.

And I couldn't say or wash it away, the things that I had hid inside, I tried & tried

I am just so disappointed, how could someone I should look up to, actually make me feel this way?

If we weren't related by blood, I probably wouldn't care.

And as much as I tell myself I really hate you, it's undeniable that I still love you.

You're creating havoc and striking chaos all the time, but I hope you will finally see the light, or else no one will be there to rescue you anymore.

I thought I was altruistic, making sacrifices all the time, but when I look into her eyes, do I actually know who the true MVP is...

I'll give my time, my life, solely because of you.

And I hope you'll understand I didn't choose the battered path just to go against the rules, I'm just trying to use my depravity as a coping mechanism.

I cannot fathom living life without you both.

And the irony is that what's killing me is actually what's keeping me human.

Don't need no advice, I got a plan. I know the direction, the lay of the land.

Just a quick one before I leave for NTU.

Penang was one of the best decisions I made this summer, I have learned so much from so many people, and it was a very humbling experience as a whole.

But really grateful for Yang as well, our common passion of seeing the world has made this trip so worthwhile and fulfilling.

I used to be so insecure about all the choices that I have/had made but my current one - I have a really good feeling about it.

If I get to see it through, then I'll be the luckiest girl on this earth. Even mumsy is supportive of it, what's one year off your studies if you actually get to live carefree for months?

I have grown up and I'm ready to learn how to fly.

so don't let someone find you until you find yourself

adiós
self-exploration in progress

your arms are weary but you’re trying to hide this

fking viral infection got the better of me, throwing me into twirls of melancholy and depression, but I'm back from the dead

ready to make irrational decisions once more

did a fair bit of thinking and I know the problem lies with me

why does it feel like I've just got out of rehab

am I really a better version of myself, or was it all just a facade

a mere placebo effect

it's time to pull a disappearing act again cause there is no because