is it wrong to rock thev booze, we gotta strike a match and light he fuse

I may krtk may not be drunk after a night of downinglitres and litres of beer and lighting up so many sticks in anifht, but I just wanna say I feel so blessed to be able to meet up with this bunch of friends that really made me truly see the revelation on the problems ive faced lately. Thank you, for not being a 'crusader of the healthy lifestyle', for just listening to everything I have to share, for being understanding and most importantly, being accepting of me: I'm typing this as I'm on the Grab ride back home and I see so Many red lines hence suggesting many spelling/grammatical errors but imln fix them when I'm in a better state of mind: Thank you for. Not just plainly asking me to 'gtfo of this madness', you don't know how much this means to me..:: Do I really need people to tell me excessive indulgence of debauchery is bad for my health?? I went through so many years of conventional fucking education, I did so many years of biology, who doesn't know the harms and effects of such actions???? But sometimes when I'm at my lowest, I simply just want a listening ear, not a judgmental view of my fuckigng lifestyle, I don't need you to tell me this and that is detrimental to my health. Who are you to criticize me when you people eat fucking oily food all the time and are abstaining from exercise, aren't the effects of obesity and inactivity just as bad as exchensigr consumption of alcohol and nicotine and others... I just can't stand hypocrites that feel like they're of a highiert standing thhan others. But I'm thankful, I'm so grateful that I don't feel like the lone black sheep of the lot, they think I'm messed up but thanks for shoueibng I'm not the only one and thank you guys formoreope ing my eyes.