Thursday, 29 June 2017

berhana berhana mother f

What's the point of trying so hard when you'll never succeed... I swear I'll forget the existence of many by tonight

?????????? No time for trashy people ???????????

Sunday, 25 June 2017

is it wrong to rock thev booze, we gotta strike a match and light he fuse

I may krtk may not be drunk after a night of downinglitres and litres of beer and lighting up so many sticks in anifht, but I just wanna say I feel so blessed to be able to meet up with this bunch of friends that really made me truly see the revelation on the problems ive faced lately. Thank you, for not being a 'crusader of the healthy lifestyle', for just listening to everything I have to share, for being understanding and most importantly, being accepting of me: I'm typing this as I'm on the Grab ride back home and I see so Many red lines hence suggesting many spelling/grammatical errors but imln fix them when I'm in a better state of mind: Thank you for. Not just plainly asking me to 'gtfo of this madness', you don't know how much this means to me..:: Do I really need people to tell me excessive indulgence of debauchery is bad for my health?? I went through so many years of conventional fucking education, I did so many years of biology, who doesn't know the harms and effects of such actions???? But sometimes when I'm at my lowest, I simply just want a listening ear, not a judgmental view of my fuckigng lifestyle, I don't need you to tell me this and that is detrimental to my health. Who are you to criticize me when you people eat fucking oily food all the time and are abstaining from exercise, aren't the effects of obesity and inactivity just as bad as exchensigr consumption of alcohol and nicotine and others... I just can't stand hypocrites that feel like they're of a highiert standing thhan others. But I'm thankful, I'm so grateful that I don't feel like the lone black sheep of the lot, they think I'm messed up but thanks for shoueibng I'm not the only one and thank you guys formoreope ing my eyes.

Tuesday, 20 June 2017

You look like Sundays with my ex

The smell will linger for hours in my hair and fingertips,
but I feel like a queen when I command the mini clouds to permeate the air.

Thursday, 15 June 2017

There's no retreat and no escape, we keep dreaming while we're wide awake

Happy birthday to my favourite sister, for being such a role model to me since I was just a stupid, young & naive thing.

We recently got into a huge fight during a family vacation, and when I was weeping on the kitchen floor of the KSL apartment, did I actually realise how important she is to me. I felt a part of me dying inside.

You wouldn't believe how relieved I was when we made up and hugged in the elevator.

Thank you for always being the sensible and reasonable one amongst the 3 of us, the mediator to arguments, the advisor to problems, the ultimate blessing.

I'm too shy to tell you in person, but I do love you very much.

Tuesday, 13 June 2017

well king midas put his hands on me again

No matter how great something might be in the present, I don't think it can ever beat the past.

This wild concoction of happiness and nostalgia is one that is unparalleled to any other.

And that's why we all get drunk on our tears, and look back at the bygone days.

Wednesday, 7 June 2017

You said I should eat my feelings

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I flip the script like I can take a beating

This is the dichotomy that exists between the reckless and the cautious,
choose a side and do not waver.
The only way for them to coincide,
is through the union of two opposites.

Sunday, 4 June 2017

I said "I'm not something to butter up and taste when you get bored"

当所有的人给你偏见
想要解释都觉得累
不要忘记了你曾多快乐

Damn, love or lust. Damn, all of us.

绝对不会错过, 绝对不会罢休, 等着瞧吧。

不管多么艰苦, 我会不停地奋斗。

行为虽然看起来像个败类, 但我保证我的意图是好的。