Eyes open

DAMN IT, those fan-made Hunger Games scenes on YouTube are just absolutely amazing, will forever love THG :)) Listening to the soundtrack now... BEAUTIFUL.

Had Chinese today, and some author that wrote the book that every sec 4 has to read came and visited us ! Thought it was gonna fking boring at first, but it turned out to be interesting !

The author recounted many of her adventures in different countries and told us a lot of stories. She damn lucky sia, went to over 90+++ countries !

K anyway she was one cool person and I even got her to autograph my book and take a picture with her hahahahah.

After Chinese, went for breakfast at KFC with Mingzhen ! Yumyumyum, ate and chatchat a lot ! Was reminiscing the good times last year COMP

Hahahaha was kinda missing all the stuff and laughing at all the silly times and stuff we did Like before we were "forced" to join at Elaine Wong's house, the many trainings we came late and got scolded for, breakfast/lunch/dinner/supper with the crew, many times we went HQ for HN trainings, the dark hall and the face in the window, the nurses, sweeping floor + cleaning windows during HN, crying in the toilet, Sheryl nose bleeding, countless of times we got scolded for various things, doing case and fd, sinma etc The point is, there were plenty of memories and we all had fun and missed it but we know one thing for sure, things will never be the same again. Yup. They already have a new team and stuff, and had forgotten about us and are concentrating on the big C so.. just wish I can burn away those memories. We aren't a team anymore, just five separate individuals. Yep.

BYE

THG

Helloooooo, finally watched The Hunger Games yesterday :D It was quite a long movie, and quite an amount of parts were actually missed out and some were changed... but it was still good :D Goshhh I want the mockingjay pin so much, where do they sell them ? ):


SO, yesterday was HSCS X-country. Yea so it was held at Pasir Ris Park, waaah the grass super gross and muddy .___. Luckily Anu was nice enough to share her damn big raincoat ! :) Aiya, so went for the mass run with Betty, WAAAHH MAGOR REGRETTED ! She was complaining the whole time !! ):<

"Melissa why you walk so fast"
"Wait first~~~"
"I'm damn tired, look at the speed I'm walking at"

!!!!! So we ended up walking and I had to DRAG her the whole time, super xinku can ...

Then after mass run, me and Jodie were like walking randomly up and down the beach hahaa. It was super polluted can, like a lot of trash lying on the shore.

Hehe :)

Gay pose with Jod&Bellebelle

Then after the whole event, took some damn "cool" pix sioooooooll

K the others too gay to post :X

Then we (chuthongz + poh) went to JustAcia to eat, just nice sat beside Amanda Belle gang. Chat eat gossip chat eat gossip chat eat gossip then after that Joanne come LOL, she damn crazy, told us a lot of retarded but funny stuff !

Then at around 1:35 paid the bill, we met up with Betty, collected the popcorn and drink and went inside the theatre to watch THG. Belinda came in like 10mins later. Oh goshhhhhh, still feel excited even though the movie's over !

After that went WS with Belinda the birthday girl !

Happy sixth birthday noob ! :)

THE HUNGER GAMES

HEY WHAT UP.






LOL THIS VIDEO DAMN RETARDED BUT FUNNY HA.

Finally performed the flashmob today in school :D what can I say? it felt good !
Although the morning assembly one was not as good as we had expected, we totally killed the recess fm :D Like the crowd stood up, cheered for us and even sang along :)
Fucking hell hope we win please, cause ALL OF US REALLY PUT IN A LOT OF EFFORT I SWEAR.

Everyday after school meeting up at multi-purpose halls to train and practise until 6 plus, it was just tough, but worth it :)Like 3-5hours each time, for like 2 weeks.
Then at home also practised in front of the mirror every night. At school practise with friends secretly in the toilets and staircases. Waking up early on Wednesday and reaching school at 6;40am to practise in the parade square before going for breakfast at macs with other FM people and reaching school at 6:50 today to have one last practise before the real thanggggg.

AIYAH,IT WAS JUST... A LOT OF EFFORT. So all the haters can just stfu, I mean like, the only reason we had to perform in front of the school was because of meeting the judging criteria, and not because we're there to entertain you. Specifically talking about someone, just keep your rude comments to yourself. k thx bai

Take my hand

ABSOLUT + Sprite again.

He is We

Oh author of the moment, can you tell me, do I end up, do I end up happy?
<3

Watch it burn, let it die.

Hurro ! Kinda tired but I shall still blog !
This damn March holidays is like not even suited to be called a holiday ?! Like have to go back to school from Monday to Friday which is damn sian!

Then after school still got ______! But I think ______ is gonna be a success since we all ____ ____ ______ ! Gonna miss ______ when it's over because it's actually quite fun, then in between also slacked with friends :)

OKAY, so today I had to go for the sbq lesson by held by Dora Kang, and it was 3.5 hours of pure torture, super boring as e1&e2 had to sit in the AVA and attempt various sbq questions. Zzz

K then after that me, regs and bets went to have lunch, then went to coffee bean and tea leaf. WAH me and Regina like pissed because of some stupid real estate agents !

They were queuing in front of us and took damn long to decide what drinks/food they want. Indecisive much?! ):< then after they decided still have to like discuss 'eh how much must I pay', 'why I need pay so much' all those. WALAO SHUT UP AND JUST GET ONE PERSON TO PAY FIRST LA THEN SETTLE MONEY LATER ! Ok sorry for the caps :s super annoyed, hahaha then we keep making gl comments like 'hurry up' and 'not gonna buy houses from ERA', 'bunch of real estate agents' HAHAHA SUPER RUDE, then one guy kept staring. Stupid sia -.- as if they're in the right.

K the bought vanilla coffee ice-blended $5.90 and it's actually not bad but it was bitter at first. Then slacked until like 1 plus then went for ______

Did the ______ for damn long, but it was kinda worth it ! Cause it was super fun :)

We are finally free, tonight

Need to keep ________! Or not I will screw it up ):

Ok. Ok. Walaooooo I get a little annoyed when you reply slow, and when you send lame stuff. And maybe it's because I've fallen for you.
#lolwhaaaaat?

我的天啊...

咳, 该怎么办呢? 为什么我会感到那样?!!!
我们就好像是陌生人似的, 脸对脸说的话只有一两句, 但我觉得我好像喜欢上你! 真神奇!

It was a happy birthday, for real :)

HI!
Where do I start ? So my birthday, was actually really great and totally different from what I expected oh gosh.
Sometimes I just think I'm super duper paranoid, insecure and just OVERTHINK TOO MUCH ):< damn it I can't help it !

I JUST REALLY, want to thank all my friends for making me feel so special and loved omg ღ
For all the wishes on Twitter, Facebook, SMS and face-to-face.
For all the presents, the cakes, the birthday songs, and super awesome hugs AND MOST IMPORTANTLY THE
CARDS.

I just feel that cards are the best birthday presents everrrr, especially long, sweet ones with many many words and feelings on them. :) they just make me feel so warm and touched.

I WANNA THANK:

Aunty Christine
Belinda
Regina
Betty
Kimberly
Christina
Ah gong
Uncle David
Mummy
吴老师
PeiZhen
Alecia
Jaden LZK
Jodie
Jasmine
Kylie
Joleen
Jerome
SJAB '96 batch

Ahma
Uncle Lawrence
Auntie Cheryl
Shi Ting
Mingzhen
Belle
Coryn
Cyrilla
Emily
Emma
Joan
XinXuan

Alison
Amanda
Sheryl
Hasbi

SO DAMN MUCH OKAY, for the presents and cards !!


Firstly, I wanna thank PeiZhen and Alecia SO, SO, SUPER MUCH... Was damn touched when you guys celebrated 3/3 in the morning at Macs with a cake that appeared from nowhere, and this wonderful present.
A present with super lots of love and effort omg I love it damn much ;')
A SUPER THICK BOOK WITH CARDS FROM ALL MY FRIENDS INSIDE, PLUS TRUCKLOADS OF UNGLAM PHOTOS OF ME AND QUOTES BESIDE THEM. Seriously made my eyes sweat like mad, thank you :') thanks everyone else for the cards too. Love them super much.


Then wanna thank Chuthong for watching Mr and Mrs Gambler with me on 2/3, it was super funny and we kept laughing x)

Then celebrated birthday on Friday and Saturday night with whole family ! Ah ma ah gong cousins all those :)

Then on Sunday, went out with NC and NA for Korean BBQ treat by the female officers ! :D damn tasty and fun to barbecue stuff while sitting down :D. Then fastfowardx100, THEY BROUGHT A CAKE AND SANG B'DAY SONG FOR ME, ahhhh was surprised and just touched, they're so good to me ): and I just love them ! And thanks 1996 batch for buying the cake ! :) heeheheeehehhhehe

OKAY I AM SUPER LAZY TO ADD ON SO...
Yeah I'm just glad to have so many nice and thoughtful friends, like REALLY. Damn lucky to have you all in my life. 谢谢, 我爱你们!

When you shed tears for no reason.

Hello. Today was a great day, like really..but I'm not really in the mood to blog about that ?

F. I just feel...sad..empty..hollow and...just, I don't know. It isn't a happy feeling. I mean I use to look forward to 3/3 in the past but now I'm just like, 'oh'. It's not that I don't care, it's more like I've grown...scared of it? It's good to grow up right ?? But I'm just afraid I won't be able this 'occasion', won't be able to handle more problems, more changes, more..disappointments.


I live in regret. Every time, always making the wrong moves at the right times and vice versa. Always taking for granted what was so easily accessible for me before, and feeling sad like a f after realising it's gone. I....just want to be free, to be able to let loose, to appreciate the simple things, thank all the nice people, hug all the people I miss, I don't know? Travel all around the world, doing volunteer work, helping the poor and the weak, lending them a helping hand when they're at their most vulnerable. Ok this is f-ing random, but yeah, that's what I would like to do. Does anybody care about them? No. No. NO. I just want to do something worthwhile for a change, I don't want to be just another creature living on this planet, I want to be able to touch lives, to make people feel better, to be able to make changes.

If you have the ability to do so, why would you not want to give more? I just think...everyone should live for a cause. I want to cheer people up, and just be there for them. But this makes me weak. Because people will take acts of kindness, of giving, for granted. They might be grateful at the start, but gradually, they stop saying 'thanks', they stop thinking about all you have done for them, they start to become greedy, to want more from you, to take advantage of you. This world is too selfish.



Okay I seriously don't know why I typed all of those bullshit man .__.
Sigh.

I'm really not looking forward to tomorrow. It...just doesn't feel like it's gonna be a good day, it just feels like a normal day. And I know everyone will think that way too.


If you jump, I'll break your fall.