I am not the only traveler who has not repaid his debt

Will I ever be the same again?

No, my friend.

The thing is, I don't want to be the same again.

I have evolved and I'm ready to face what's coming.

And when I return, I'll be a better version of the hollow shell I was yesteryear.

And you will question my existence in the past, thinking if I have lived at all.

The answer is a resounding no, I have merely existed but not lived.

Maybe it's the crazy that I miss.

But it won't get better than this.

It's funny how you thought me to be a nihilist,

I may have forsaken certain beliefs and morals,

But gained so much more in the process.

You'll always be a cornerstone in my life,

And maybe one day, I'll be able to do the same for you.

we’ve wasted too much time again, so tell my friends that I just had an accident

gotta work on my slav squats and dance moves while grooving to Cheeki Breeki Hardbass Anthem?????????????????

but your clothes say different on my bedroom floor

merely sitting there, looking lifeless
watching the world go by through my tinted glasses
side glances, seeing him busy with his phone
plugged in, listening to ear honey
then the tears flow freely as I try not to move or make a sound

this is it, isn't it - to feel at peace, to be just part of the clockwork, to have a moment just to yourself

and that is it, head propped up, staring at the cloudy skies, where I'll be when I cease to exist

Jardin des Tuileries - my favourite park, I'm definitely coming back again.

it’s like dancing when the song’s already over

应该找一个会爱和宠我的人...而不是个胸无大志的失败者