Tuesday, 27 March 2018

Night stretches to beyond the darkness, it wraps around me and I wake up heartless

these feelings, they're changing like the seasons

thankfully there are more upcoming travels to smother my feelings senseless, so that's definitely something I'm pumped up about

flashback to the dizzy times of drunken and hazy nights, at least the bottles and burning sticks will never let me down.

Friday, 23 March 2018

And there's a taste in my mouth as desperation takes hold

This shouldn't even be worth posting here, but I get so, so fucking frustrated with really irresponsible players.

What's the point of using a new character on Ranked, when you've yet to master it?? There's Classic or A.I. for that bitch.

Or even bragging that you've used Fanny 200 times but your win rate is still at a shitty 40% - doesn't it give you a clue to play something else since you suck at it?

I get really tired playing game after game but getting teamed up with these idiots that just throw the game when the timer hasn't even hit 10 mins.

There's a fucking map, please WATCH it instead of blind farming???? And stop thinking you're invincible and being able to 1 vs 3 - you're just feeding the damn enemy and letting them get more gold.

And what, saying "Attack the Lord" when you're a mere level 10 and the enemy team is still alive?

You're blatantly asking to get ganked and then letting them KS it.

fkkkkkkkkkkkkk

Monday, 19 March 2018

I know we're getting sober but that's not on my mind

depression strikes at the unlikeliest of times, you could be in a crowd full of people, swaying to the music, and then it hits you like an eighteen-wheeler
who are you, what are you doing here, who are all these people
just as sudden as its entrance, the feeling vacates your body in a fleeting moment
and then you're back to where you came from

Saturday, 10 March 2018

lighting stog after stog, I choke on the smoke

Holed up, listening to Post Malone and Kungfu Kenny...why are the feelings rushing in and out???

Looked back and saw how far I've come, did I ever expect to enter university? No.

Presented with the opportunity to have such a good experience during my most recent internship? No.

Got offered to enjoy a semester in the UK? No.

I get it now, it's the bad things that cloud our visions, but take a moment to dissipate the fumes, and you'll see the mountains that you've scaled thus far.

Wednesday, 7 March 2018

Who gon' pray for me?

XXXXX, [07.03.18 12:40]
Mel why you doing this ah

XXXXX, [07.03.18 12:40]
you're like the guy in the rs leh

lol

Saturday, 3 March 2018

My world's on fire, how about yours? That's the way I like it and I'll never get bored

so fucking ridiculous why I'm always depriving myself of what I really deserve,

not this knock-off version of a future that seems so bleak I can't even see anything in it but flames

fuck

Thursday, 1 March 2018

This man said "it's gruesome that someone so handsome should care"

School's been cancelled, thanks to the killer snowstorm which is apparently the worst one to hit the UK in 50 years.

I've practically spent my entire day watching the first season of Fresh of the Boat.

Got me contemplating, if traveling to a foreign place & partying are what gives me kicks and make my heart flutter, I should actually consider doing more things without trepidation.

Pack up my bags and leave?

Sure thing.


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