feel insane, like I can't trust my own brain

can't wait to take flight, you have no idea how long these wings have been clipped

that's the redeeming factor of November

then come December, it's time for the genesis of my emblem

hither January, and I'm leaving my prints in foreign soil, goodbye Motherland.

found peace in your violence

awkward encounters on the only day I went back to NTU in the entire semester

but phew

thank goodness you're no longer the one that's pulling onto my heartstrings

when you're tired and you're weary, and you have no strength to go on

I did everything I could, trying to salvage every tiny bit of headway I worked so hard for.

And it really sucked when I encountered roadblock after roadblock from all directions.

But the moment I let go, and let God, miracles blossomed, it's incredible, and I wish I could show you what abounds for those who are touched by His grace.

you're like a fire on a summer night, or getting caught in the rain

I love it when people talk about the things you did in the past, it was as if you were this unheeding, reckless yet charming individual that did things truly because you wanted to.

And did you know how many lives you have touched?

I'm not even afraid of fading out cause at least it'll bring me closer to you.