the splinters left me blind, I had to change my mind

Sat down and started planning, and then realising how expensive this adventure of a lifetime is gonna cost me.

But I'm still gonna go for it headfirst, cause I made so many sacrifices and decisions for this one chance.

Rent is gonna set me back for at least $5500, and school fees by $5000, and let's not forget an unknown sum(probably 10-12k) for living and travel expenses.

I'm ever ready though, time for some cost-cutting measures...

I'm so used to being in the wrong, I'm tired of caring

I was wondering 'bout your mama, did she get that job she wanted?

Mother threw her a question, but she exited the room hastily to avoid an interrogation.

Fast-forward to the morning where both of them were in the kitchen, an awkward silence fell upon between them amidst sounds coming from the stove and the dryer.

Face turned red and she returned to her room, took out every single memorabilia associated with the disgraceful act.

Shoved them into a bag and threw it into the main garbage chute.

Made a promise to never do it again, not for Mother, not for any other, but herself.





"你抽烟啊?"

It's like constantly I'm second guessing, I've been drinking just to get it off my mind

cause you're only human, this shit happens