I see the kingdom of heaven, pierce the dark with endless light

paying true homage to the 80s

you're always shutting down my conversation, I can never read your mind

I feel like I'm gonna collapse any moment from this fever

& I'm coughing up blood unrelentlessly

& I vomited multiple times at 1AM

& I have no energy to visit the GP

so I guess this is it, I'm dying young

And now it's over, we're sober

as we lay under the stars, I can't help but look back and be thankful - it has been almost a decade since we've known each other but some things never change, nor will they ever die

// on a separate note, the testimonies during yesterday's service really struck a chord with me - I believe I can overcome this, for I am the righteousness of God in Christ

If I could just inhale some chill, it's like I'm living out in space

reclining in my own personal library with my dog badgering for attention every other minute, while my other half is preparing food for me in the kitchen

people have so many interpretations of happiness but this is all I really want in the future

what we've got is like a movie, and I'm not above a good cliché

goodness... I guess goodbyes are never easy, even if they're temporal.

And the blood streets and the new wave, it's the renaissance of these days

It's miserable, trying to avoid your eyes because I was afraid of getting lost in them.

But for a split second, I did consider just letting my guard down, but the fumes were clouding your eyes.

So many fluids one would think that I'd sink, but I was clearly floating in my perpetual dreamy yet sorrowful state of mind.

http://discreetkisses.tumblr.com/post/162902631440

用来解闷消愁

they say, quitters never win... so I shouldn't quit it

我用背叛自己, 完成你的期盼

Because of a lone rotten fruit in the basket that I can't bear to throw away, I'm risking my entire basket of produce.

Is this even fair to me?