gotta play the hand if you dealt it

Is there a way to describe this feeling?

Afraid of the impending doom yet I can't wait for the short-term gratification right after.

I'm obviously not built to last, perhaps built to be the last.

Quoting Clement's very simple but relatable catchphrase, "Watch me rabak."

And she'll tease you, she'll unease you

This seems all too familiar to me, haven't we been here before?
We take one step forward and end up being two steps back.

Locking me in, knocking me out
Talking like you do

Why would you wait, on a train that's never coming

Told Mumsy about my upcoming trip and she was her usual concerned self.

"Are you sure it's safe??", "Go to the places that are crowded, avoid ulu places, ok?"

I did promise her that I'll stay safe, but I didn't mention anything about my sobriety ahahah.

I'll be back in no time to celebrate your birthday and Mother's Day with you, my fav woman in this universe.

Funny how when I don't care, these feelings all resurface

My first backpacking adventure - I'm somewhat scared yet excited.

It's gonna be a crazy one week from tomorrow onwards but I hope to find myself again in foreign soil after my vomit-inducing MA paper.

One little check off my bucket list, and one little escapade before my 10-weeks stint in the concrete jungle.

I'm ready to get lost, I'm ready to get things off my mind, I'm readyyyyy, come at me, great big world.

I can’t find her, in the 90210

Littering conversations with misleading matters and double entendres in an untimely fashion, and expecting reciprocation.

You can be the textbook definition of a manipulative bitch.

Give me a run for my money, there is nobody, no one to outrun me

If I had another go, I wish I didn't get so intoxicated so many times this semester. The amount of times I had turned up to class with a terrible hangover and in a daze, the times I didn't even bother going for lessons because I was too dead on the inside, my dipping quality of work just because I'd rather spend time on a night of fun or to nurse a hangover.

And now I have to face the consequences, not knowing shit for my elective and being a dumb fk when it comes to MA. 15 AUs this sem compared to my hellish 21 AUs last sem, yet I'm not even coping considerably well now compared to a year ago.

What am I doing with my life, I detest this never-ending paper chase.

She's got seven personalities, every one's a tragedy

就算我会喝醉,
就算我会心碎,
不会看见我流泪

Passionate from miles away, passive with the things you say

Ok so I've chanced upon this series of funny videos that got me laughing like mad, like really really mad. And I ended up watching ALL the videos.

It's so absurd, and you know I love all things weird and unconventional.

https://www.facebook.com/Chef.MsYeah/

I don't even use Facebook, except for checking reviews on cafes, restaurants, bars, clubs and the likes of it.

But I'm really glad I saw this page HAHAHAHAHAHA I legit wanna be that woman, just doing ludicrous stuff during office hours and not giving a shit (I know they're scripted, but damn, wouldn't it be great if they could be a reality?).

As we lay among the silence and you see it now, the colours pour out, feeling bluer in the morning

不令人激动, 怎么让人喜欢?
生命太简短了,
不要怪我们没兴趣.

You keep me wondering what it's like on the other side

*in Bing's voice* Could 2017 be any more shitty????????????

We halved a cigarette and overthink where it went so wrong

This may all just be a fantasy that I will never get to see through.

I tried to put you on a plane, I tried to rip you from his hand

but I like that cause he still looks cool, she's got a boyfriend anyway