After all the breath and the dirt and the fires are burnt. And after all this time, and after all the ambulances go.

Friday

So, Friday was an emotional day, really. So many people were crying and the sight in the Auditorium was plain depressing.

Was feeling like a complete screw-up after the release of Chem paper.

After that, went to have ice-cream with S14. It's miraculous, how I can feel like I'm at the bottom of the pit and then feel happy again when I'm with them.

If I'm really gonna get..., then I'll miss them so much.


crazy picture war with them on the bus, tsk tsk.


Temporary relief from cold, miserable reality.

I guess the day ended quite well even though it was meant to be shitty :')

Saturday

Had a mock OP session with PW mates and Mr Paolo in the morning.

After that, went to collect the SCDF cert with Kathy & Zhenyang.

Was spazzing over Mr Baey with Kathy. Seriously, he is the hottest MP ever.

Mr Baey can be our bae HAHAHA

We shook hands with him (ARGGGGHHHH OMG HOT STUFF)



He's wearing purple. This is so wrong. He's old enough to be our dad, but whatevs :)

Anyway, the event was somewhat fun.


Firemen for a day. (stolen from Zhenyang's Insta) (Dr Harrie's son is a qtpie)

Sunday

Woke up at 4.45am for the Shape Run.

Heh, my first 5km run (I know I'm a noob)

I'm the weakest among my sisters because they always sign up for such runs.

Anyway, it was a great experience, that moment after reaching the end point, oh, pure bliss I swear. Completed in within 34:13, I'll do better next time.



Someday, someday, I'll do 10K, then 15K then do a half-marathon and finally, a full 42K marathon.

Monday

Had Chinese As today, oh yippeee I could finally understand the compre passage.

But according to TCB's answers, I only got 2/10 for the first section HAHAH shit. But whatevs man. It's OVER. As much as I love Chinese, I really hope I don't have to retake it next year.

After that, took class photos and then stayed back to play Saboteur for 1.5 hours with Zhenyang, Kathy, Yiting, Vania and Ziying :)



Had enjoyed quite a bit these few days :')

Between the click of the light and the start of the dream

I'm such an idiot I swear.

I've misplaced my damn race tag, so I have no idea how I'm gonna run tomorrow, or whether they'll even let me run.

Sigh, why do things keep heading southwards for me?

I was looking forward to this, and with the recent... release of results, well this just makes me want to run even more.

I'll definitely run super slow but I really want to complete it.

Dear Lord, please, please, light up a path for me, will you? Really hope all goes well tomorrow.

Now it gets ethereal. Feet ain't on the floor.

you choose, you lose

retain, poly, quit school

One day it's here and then it's gone. How are you still holding on?

Sunday

So, it was our FINAL meeting for WR, gosh it felt so surreal man, like after countless of meetings (more than 20 I think).

Lepaked at some cutesy Lego-themed cafe at The Cathy and had gelato while doing final refinements to our report.

Ziying totally went crazy while playing the Starwars Lego game on the cafe's iPad, she was shouting "KILL! KILL! KILL!" in Chinese while rapidly tapping the screen. Haha this girl is mad yo.


alcoholic ice cream 'cept for the last one

Josephine joined us later in the day.

We met Mr Paolo at SMU's School of Economics, and then he gave us the OK signal to print our Written Report.

We made our way to the Peace Centre for printing. Oh it was like finally giving birth to our baby after 9 hard months.

Couldn't believe it when I held it in my hands, it's real, it's real.

HAHAHAH WAS SO HAPPY HIP HIP HOORAY NO MORE WR, BITCHES.

But there's OP, at least OP isn't as bad as WR :')

Monday

Went for lunch with Ziying, Chenting and Vania at men men don don after school :^)


yumz ramen

Then we had dessert at this Thai place that Vania recommended. Omg the Thai milk tea was extremely tasty I swear.



Talked talked talked a lot, omg somehow the subject of retaining always pops up in our conversations, and it was quite depressing shucks. Nonetheless, it was a good day :)

Anyway I'm feeling pretty shit these days after my 12 days Breaking Bad binge-watching stint

It's like after I've finished watching all 5 seasons, I feel as if there's a hole in my heart. The television series is so, fucken good. Seriously one of the best shows in the history of TV.

So I made Heisenberg's signature blue meth (rock candy)



It turned out to be opaque blue instead of translucent blue because I replaced corn syrup with honey and maple syrup, but it still looks and tastes pretty bad ass, like honey-sugar pieces with a tinge of lemon flavour :)

BB may have ended but Walt's legacy will continue living in my heart :')

Tuesday

After school, went with Yiting, Ziying, Josephine, Cheryl and Kathy to buy Kengling's birthday present and cake.

We 'surprised' her at Pastamania when she was with Esther. Omg hahaha damn failed but it was hilarious.

Anyway I ate too much and felt like exploding. And we still had to cut the cake. Really fuuuuull after that but we still played catching??? HAHAHA whatever #yolo

Superb daaaaaay!

Give me a moment, some kinda mysterious

Tuesday

It was Hari Raya Haji, but we still had to do pee doubz.

It was madness man, we spent 7.5 hours in the airport trying to improve our WR.

Camped at Starbucks and then had lunch before doing work again.



Honestly, I am shocked that my body still has not shutdown. This entire week had been madness, it was just pw, pw, pw, pw, pw all the way, and we barely had breaks.

Wednesday

Ziying made me watch some Chinese variety show in the library and then she kept laughing.

I couldn't comprehend what the variety show people were saying so I just stared at the screen and pretended to understand HA.

And I got back at her by forcing her to watch Powerpuff Girls >:)



Thursday

Played Monopoly in school, I was extremely embarrassed because I had to borrow the Monopoly set from the library twice so that we could play. I think the school librarian thinks I'm siao.

But it was funnnnnnnnnn because we played with vigor. There were a lot of unnecessary shouting and table banging hehehe :)

Had pee doubz consultations. Sighhhh it was horrible because our WR is still quite messed up urghhhh.

Then met up with Kerlin, Jessica and Wanting for dinner.

Haha I swear all of them are mad, kept laughing.



Was extremely worn out after that.

Friday

Ended school at 11.30 but we did pee doubz until 4.

It was really torturous because I had a terrible migraine. It felt as if my head was being compressed.

And I couldn't really think lucidly but we still had to get the job done, so yea.

After that, went to Pasir Ris Park with Ziying to meet with Yiting, Weili, Chenting, Kathy and Jackie to cycle.

In the beginning, I thought I wouldn't have any energy left to cycle due to the energy drain but oh gosh, it was ffffing shiok.

It was marvelous, because of the great company, the strong winds, the downward slopes(yezzz oh bby) and the extremely picturesque scenery :') And we played at the playgrounddddd yippeeeeeeeee :>



Cycled until the evening, and then Ziying left. So the remaining 6 of us went to have dinner at DTE.

Hahahaha it was madness because we kept fooling around and bullshitting. And we kept laughing, especially Kathy, she can laugh non-stop I swear, and her laughter is really contagious.



Even though this week was shit, I have to admit, it ended well with the cycling session.

Thank you Lord for providing me with respite.

But he can't promise much. He goes for one last touch, one last touch.

Saturday

Met up with Sheryl, Mingzhen and Shiting to go to Adventure Cove :))))

At first, it was raining really heavily so we ate Carl's Jr at Vivo. After the rain had subsided, we happily made our way to Sentosa, omg I'm feeling all excited as I'm typing this.

The waterpark was super duper crowded man, and we had to wait between 30 to 50 mins for each ride man. But it was WORTH IT omg, those 10-15 secs during the rides were phenomenal.

We sat on almost all the rides except for 1 or 2 because they were basically the same rides.

And we floated around the Adventure River for 4-5 times, and saw lots of hot naked guys, especially ang moh ones omg, *cheeky look*

Anyway, the best ride was probably the hydro-magnetic coaster heeheehheeheheh I wish I could ride it for 50 more times.

And we saw dolphins and stingrays and many species of fishes.

The stingrays were so adorable, they all have this naturally cute face and they always look like they're smiling. And my fav fish was the surgeonfish or something, their lips are super cute and they always have this derp look on their faces. If I could, I would hug all the fishes!



And the best experience ever was snorkeling with the little fishiessss at the rainbow reef, it felt so surreal. The first time I leaned my head down into the water, I was greeted with a view of a myriad of fishes chilling at the reefs, and it felt breathtakingly psychedelic.

In the beginning, when I was putting on the snorkel, I couldn't breathe through my nose at all and felt suffocated so I was asked the life guard how to breathe, then he told me it was because I didn't use my mouth to breathe HAHAHA.

I was scared of drowning because it was like 15m deep or so ): so I ended up holding hands with Shiting and Mingzhen as we went down to snorkel, and we spent thrice the amount of time that we were supposed to snorkel because we were truly captivated by the sheer beauty of the colourful fishes in the reef. Thank goodness the life guard didn't chase us out of the reef.

And we each swallowed down a substantial amount of salty seawater, my throat felt really uncomfortable ):

We spent 7 hours at AC, and we kept asking the photographers to help us take photos haha.



At the end of the day, we had to queue for a long time to bathe, but bathing felt really shiok.



The 4 of us rushed to vivo to meet PZ, and we wanted to give a birthday surprise to Sheryl but it was quite failed because she and MZ were rushing to catch Insidious 2.

So, Pz, Shiting and I ended up having dinner at vivo first and then we met with the other 2 after their movie.



It was a wild, wet, and fun-filled day ;')



Sunday

Had tuition and then rushed to meet pee doubz group at T3's Dunkin Donuts.



Edited our WR and then we went to play the slide *guilty*


sup, tp068


Josephine had to leave early, and the rest of us took an extended amount of time to decide what to have for dinner(as usual).

Settled for Thai Express, and we talked about the uncertainty of 2014 over dinner, sighpiesssss.

We were talking about how our class really bonded and had loads of fun this year, and how it's all gonna come to an end when some of us get retained or when our class gets disbanded(fucking curse of S14). The thought of it just makes something in me want to die.

2013 really flew by at an accelerated pace. I'm really thankful for all the people that I've met in TPJC. I can still remember the first day of school where I felt so miserable because it wasn't the school that I wanted to get into. However, looking back, I'm really, really glad I'm where I am ;')

Anyway, on the train ride home, we all snapped back into joking mood and it was very entertaining indeed hehe :)

In the end, in the end. It's time for us to lose our weary minds.

These few days have been non-stop PW, Chinese, PW, Chinese all the way man. But there were fun times tooooo hehehe. Played taiti, bridge and saboteur with S14, really entertaining, and I guess those card sessions during school hours gave me the fuel to do PW and Chinese ;')

Wednesday

Hehehehehe went to Din Tai Fung with the pee doubz group, I was feeling extremely ravenous man, anyway we ate until we were super satiated ^~^


Friday

Went out with Poh, Betsy, Chu and Berinder.

We haven't seen each other for ages and I guess nothing much has changed because they're all still damn siao and retarded HAHAHA, especially Chan and Poh. We always end up bursting into laughter after making eye contact.


My new boyprennnn ♥

Went for lunch, then watched Gravity.


I have no idea why critics gave the movie such a high rating(97% wth?) for the movie. Really, it wasn't really THAT good, 6/10, and I'm being pretty generous.

Ok slight spoilers ahead. The first 20 mins of the movie just shows a bunch of astronauts doing their shit on a space shuttle and then disaster strikes.

I guess the visuals were stunning though, because they made Earth seem so stunning and alluring, and space to be a lonely, boundless place. And the soundtrack was good too, but the plot was too simple.

We were all damn bored during the movie and felt like sleeping.

After that, shopped for awhile then we had dinner before going home ;)

One love, two mouths. One love, one house. No shirt, no blouse.

Sunday

Did PW at the airport and yeah, we camped at T2's Starbucks for FIVE hours.

My brain felt like it was being compressed the entire time because of the WR arghhhhhh.



Anyway, we had dinner at Pasta de Waraku :), before....going on the slide *guilty*

Oh man, previously, about 3 months ago or so, I promised to NEVER go on the slide at the airport again but since then, I've gone on it on 2 separate occasions. Ahhhh, f it, it's totally fine for a seventeen year old to be sitting on a slide meant for kids man.


HAHAHAH the 4 of us went down the slide together at once. I was so afraid that I would be crushed man hehehe but it was completely worth it :)


Monday(Today)

We had the Inter-House Competition today and it was just so wonderful :)

Had to gather in school at 7.15 ); Our soccer match started at 8.30 and we lost 1-2. But it was really a good match man, I thoroughly enjoyed it.

There were booths selling Pastamania, Domino's Pizza, cotton candy, popcorn and S14 had to sell Subway cookies and KOI. It was really chaotic at first because the people had to place orders and stuff and there wasn't enough small change. So Cheryl and I went around the booths and even the cafe to exchange money into smaller denominations.

ahhhh but I guess it was fun, class spirit yo.


1.Cheerleader Jingyi & I ;) 2.Showing off our brawn and might [Leona, Cheryl, Jingyi, __, Yiting]


Eagles Cheerleaders :)


Wally and I, posing with our soccer trophies :)

OKOKOKOKOK, MY FAV PART OF THE DAY WAS THE END.

THERE WAS COLOURED FUCKING FLOUR ALL OVER OMGGGGGG, THE ENTIRE HALL AND FIELD WAS...COVERED IN A MYRIAD OF COLOURS?

I think I breathed in and accidentally ate some of the flour because it was really chaotic and people were screaming and we were all trying to attack one another with coloured flour. It was greatly amusing to drag people all over the floor of the hall and pour flour over their bodies ;))))


Coloured flour fight with the class.


1. With my abang Amira :) 2.With beloved Soojinggggggggg :>


With the best, and cutest GP teacher ever, Ms Anna Maria.

After the event, we went to Ehub for class lunch hehehehhe it was hilarious and good.


At ze busssss stahp.


Ma beeyouteefull house shirt

While I was bathing at home, I discovered red and purple flour at my neck, chest and stomach area omg, it was a joyously intense flour battle :}

Truth is nothing yet, A simple mistake starts the hardest time

My eyes are hurting like crazy right now after watching the first 4 episodes of Breaking Bad.

I finally understand what's all the fuss about.

It's extremely addictive, it's like after every episode, I just want to watch more and MORE. And the emotions evoked after viewing each episode - heaven.

Anywaaaay, went to school today for OP defence and it was good I guess. Miss Emma was really funny HAHA.

Then, stayed back to play soccer at the school field with Weili & Chin to "prepare" ourselves for the IHC game on Monday, hope that day will proceed well.

And my heart is a hollow plain for the devil to dance again.

Can time just freeze? Stop? Really. I know I'm gonna be retained. As I was doing my first terror paper - Bio, I was thinking, "Shit, if I screw this up, it's game over." And as I was doing my second terror paper, and also the most terrifying paper of them all, maths, I knew my fate was sealed. And the last, Chem, just confirmed what I was going to be next year, a J1 senior.

I was too playful, asdf.