your face in the crowd

"Be bold and courageous. When you look back on your life, you'll regret the things you didn't do more than the ones you did." H. Jackson Brown, Jr.

Looking back, I realised this is really, really true. I really regretted all the things that I didn't do because I wasn't brave enough. And I regretted not doing anything back then because it's hard(if not impossible) to get opportunities like those to come by again.

I SWEAR I'M GONNA LIVE BY THIS QUOTE FROM THIS MOMENT. EVERY FEAR THAT I HAVE, I WILL USE THIS AND CONVINCE MYSELF TO CONQUER IT.

never wanted nothing more.

Ohhhh this just makes me feel so relieved ;') finally got into a cca and it wasn't easy at all!
Went to school early today to find the head of floorball with Zikai and also to buy uniform. Yea some stupid thief stole an entire bamboo stick with my uniform, this is too ridiculous ×_×

We went to the PE room but it was empty so we just went back to the hall. Thank goodness my PE teacher was her so I told her that I really wanted to join fb then she went to check my running scores and agreed to let me in :) so now me and zikai in same cca, yay! ^~^

Went out with og girls on sat to watch abtm2 again hehehe. We ate dinner at cine and it was damn funny, we kept laughing cause we were all trying to speak in Chinese HAHAHA.

Saw Belinda and Betty too hehehe.

OK I SHALL POST SOME RANDOM PICTURES TAKEN WITH MY OG PEOPLE.


ok thanks jessica, jeraldine, kerlin, shu xian for taking the photos.

your insides are feeling so hollow.

I don't know what to feel right now. It's the only thing I have interest in yet I can't get in. Tennis and floorball, please don't do the same thing to me if not I'll really be allocated to chess.

take your shoes off in the back of my van

This post shall be detailed because I'm so bored right now. Have been playing candy crush since morning hahaha I seriously have nothing better to do.

V'day Sooo v'day in tpjc was so dofferent from hscs one ): k it's quite obvious since I know less people from tpj than in hsc. The atmosphere's soooo different. Last year, everyone went crazy and started hugging everyone else and exchanging gifts and taking pictures.
I can't remember what else we did on that day. Our Og went out for lunch at macs, I can't remember who went but I think there was Jessica, Irinie, Kerlin, Amira and the guys. After that, went to tm to meet betty ;)

Went to plaza sing to have dinner and ice cream and we saw this really cute guy scooping the ice cream HAHAHA so we purposely walked pass him many times. Yeaaaa caught up a little and then we went home at night.

Waahh we were on the mrt and then the lights suddenly went off but luckily the air con wasn't turned off.

15th Feb
School was ok I guess. We had our first PE lesson and it was very funny hahaha all the PE teachers damn old and we had to follow them to do some taichi moves (?!) I couldn't stop laughing cause it's funny to see others do those moves.

(taken from jeraldine's insta :>) K then fast forward to lunchhh. Our og went to Domino's to eat. Rachel and I ordered together then I asked her to tell the man taking our orders that her name was 'Bobchao' HAHAHA then we kept laughing. Sat with amira, wanting, jeraldine and jessica and we played some silly games hehehe then we ate and laugh. My pizza was damn spicy cause I went to put a lot of chilli flakes.

After that went for cca exhibition with them. Signed up for odac only I think :/ Oh and we tried shooting. I was freaking out when it was my turn. Got this senior girl next to me then she was like teaching me how to stand and how to carry the gun. Then when I had to carry it I almost dropped it, it was ^#£! (÷ heavy, like 20kg or something. Then the first live run I shot the wall I think hahahaha it was damn hard! But thank goodness I shot the target on the second try.

My card and Jaden's card, we shot almost at the same spot, but his is better laah.
After that, met up with Jaden, Jerry and Yaoshian(idk how spell). Jerry suddenly said he lost his wallet so all of us were like looking around tables to see whether it was there. Thank goodness got some girl found it and returned it to the GO. Then we went home yay.

Yesterday
Hahahaha went to celebrate dearest Mingzhen's birthday! It was supposed to be a surprise so me, pz and ahting went there early to order the food and get the candles. HAHA we bought party hats scented candles cause they didn't sell the stick candles.

When Sheryl brought mz there, we jumped out and surprised her then sang her a birthday song and we ate and ate and ate. There were a lot of leftovers cause we over ordered then everyone was feeling damn bloated. I could feel my belly popping out. Took a lot of random pictures and got a few people stare at us cause we were quite noisy :x

Went to tamp mrt then st, sheryl and mz went to airport while me and Peipei went to HQ. Haven't been there in ages and the place hasn't changed a bit. Collected the flag day tins from the juniors and then we placed them in boxes. Left at around 5 plus then me, peizhen and the juniors took the train. Hahaha it was fun cause I haven't seen them in ages, they're all cute and funny. Errrr, drank coffee bean and ate dinner with Peizhen then we walked all over the area to get birthday gifts for people :)

Think we went home around 9 plus AND GUESS WHO WE SAW AT THE BUS STOP. SHAWN YEO and Xiangtian! HEHEHEHHE, must have been fate, like seriously. So after that me, pz and xt took the same bus home and we caught up on the journey. I realised both of them have been my school mates for like.. ten years.

OK I AM GOING TO GO PLAY CANDY CRUSH, BYE.

Don’t you realize you’re fine?

WHY DID THE CNY HOLIDAYS FLEW BY SO QUICKLY.
Trying to rush and make valentine's day cards right now. Used to prepare them like 3 or 4 days in advance but I'm making them waaay too late this year. I have to make for 16 people but I only have 4 done, daaarn it.

as she goes left and you stay right,

So many things have happened in such a short span of time. Orientation ended on Wednesday and lectures started yesterday ):
Oh man, I'm starting to feel scared because the lectures are quite scary, especially GP and bio. I love bio but this bio is so different, everything is way deeper in context. We used to have to know what's in a cell, but now, we even have to know what's inside a chloroplast, thylakoid or something D;

Went for OG dinner last night, it was fun hehehe. After dinner we played this game where we had to write any random word on a piece of blank paper and pass it to another person. The next person have to draw out the thing and then fold the part with the word so that the next person can guess what the drawing is. This goes on for like ten times or something. Then after that, we were allowed to unfold the pieces of paper and it was damn funny HAHAHAA. One of them was "Singapore" so another guy drew and island and some one guessed it was an algae and then the next person drew an aquarium and it ended up being a fish. Then I kept laughing with Amira and Kerlin cause it was hilarious.
Then we played double truth or double dare until we were all very tired so we went home ;)

Went back to Hai Sing today from tpj with Soo Jing, Sarah, Jaden & Jerry :DD I'd be lying if I said I don't miss sec school. Almost everyone I missed was there :)
There were a lot of hugging and excited chatter heh. Everyone's taking different paths oh goshhhh, the thought of it just makes me feel sad. Those are the people who I'd be friends with for life, I swear.

Bound to be a sight to see

I hope I had made the right choice.
Both my sisters and parents had advised me to take H2 econs. Previously, I was bent on taking h2 bio, chem, maths and h1 econs.
Well, maybe that's just because that's the "usual" comb, PCME & BCME. And also cause I know some friends taking that comb.
Then my sister was like, nooo just take H2 econs, you won't regret it. The content of H1 econs is 70% of H2 econs so it's more "worth it" to take it at H2 level. And my father also said econs "very fun" and it's a totally new subject so no one will be ahead of you so just learn from scratch.
So after hearing all that, I was like damn tempted to take it la, aiyaaa I'm too fickleminded. Some more my chem is only B3, if I take h2 chem I think I will die terribly. But then if I take the h1 chem comb, I think my uni course choices will be quite limited??? ):
Then I re-submitted the combination thing. Omg, God please help me get whichever that will benefit me in the long run.

Watch her roll

First day, not bad.

blogged in my other blog, feels great.