T.G.I.F.

Waaaalaoo, my blog is filled with unhappy posts D:<
K I shall stop posting sad shitz.

Today was a great Friday :) School ended early so me and Poh decided to watch Captain America. The movie not bad ehh(Y)But the ending isn't a happy one D: Rogers didn't manage to be with girl he loves. Sad or what? ): Yupz.

Oh yaaaah, today is Mr Shah and Janani's last day at haising, why must they leaaave. Jan gave us chocolate hohoh :D

And we took a picture with her, ^^

How I wish it was only just a dream

Okay. Okay. Okay. FML seriously, I want all this to end right now. I'm gonna pick the right time and say it all out to you.
End this the way it started out.

You're just a pussy, you're cowardly, you're not who I want to be with.

Yesterday was awesome cause me and Z talked a lot :)

Forever and always.

This is so screwed up. What do you expect me to reply? All your texts are starting to get boring and I don't know what to do.

Where is this going? Thought I knew for a minute, but I don't anymore.

I guess it's better to let go than to hold on to something that's going nowhere..



So here's everything coming down to nothing, here's to silence that cuts me to the core.

Like it's her birthday

Yesterday was a great Racial Harmony Day :D Damn fun and cool to see everyone be so enthusiastic suddenly.

If I let go, our efforts would be wasted, we won't even have a chance to be friends again. If I hold on, I'll be wasting my time and it'll only make me feel more miserable. But there's still that glimmer of hope, not too bright but is it worth it?


holdonorletgo?

Why are we pretending this is nothing?

This sucks man, I just miss those days. And I know they'll never be back.

To A: I feel damn sad whenever I see you. Everywhere I go, I'll chance upon you. Recess, lunch, assembly, sex ed, after school. EVERYWHERE. Why can't we just stop pretending? ):



mlp.

Cause if you go, I'll go.

Oh, this is terrible, there's just so many things running through my mind right now. Been really unlucky for the past few days, haiz.

Last Friday, got caught for ponning PE by Preston and BH then had to go PC. This Monday Gng wanted to give me and Betty PC for talking during Sex ed. Omg he PMS ah, talking only right? Then Tuesday got caught for skipping recess assembly cause someone told on us. So Govind scolded us for like a loooong time, and I had to serve PC on Tue and Wed. Then today, Preston confiscated my phone and gave me PC wtfzxc. Lucky I go apologise and asked for my phone back politely.

What is wrong with HaiSing siah? Everything also must give detention is it? Not even serious offences. And Faten threatened to make me drop A maths next year. SIANZXC.

And you. I feel like tearing each time I go onto your Facebook profile and just look through your photos. I miss you so badly. And I keep bumping into you these few days, and I just feel like running towards you and apologise and give you a long hug. You were just 15cm away from me during recess that day.



To B: I really believe we can pull through this. I hope everything goes well and smoothly. ily.


Am I better off dead? Am I better off a quitter?

When the stars collide

Hi.

There's just so many things that I regret right now. What's wrong with me? .____. I can't believe so many things happened in such a short time, so many mistakes that I'd made, and I'd only realised it last night.

Sorry to A, I didn't mean to start that argument with you, didn't mean to ignore you. We don't even talk right now, and to think we were so close during those two years. Every time I see you, I just wish you would say a "Hi", or just smile will do. But you pretend not to see me every time and it's killing me. I miss you very much.


To B: These few months, were great, thanks a lot. But I wish you weren't so overprotective sometimes.

I hate this love song,