Oh, on a wire, we were dancing

2 kids, no consequences.

Hi. Tomorrow..will be the start of a new year, new start, new chances, new responsibilities, new commitments, NEW PROBLEMS. Urghhhh.. ):
I really hope I'd be able to take control of my life better and just make things go well smoothly :(


Okay firstly, I want to strengthen bonds between existing friends because after all, 2012 will be my last year in Haising... Oh gosh this is so fucking unbelievable...
Can't believe I'm gonna graduate soon, I'm not ready for this ! ):
I HAVE TO TAKE PICTURES WITH EVERYONE I KNOW IN THE COHORT ONE DAY.

Secondly, I wanna...like summon the goddamn courage to apologise to the friends I've lost. yes. I need to take action...

Thirdly, I need to stop getting distracted, o levels is freaking next year !

Fourthly, I want to win _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ !

Lastly, I WANNA HAVE LOTS OF FUN DUHHHH, 2012 please be a good year.

New year's eve

Whad up :)
Went to pz's house to bake cupcakes, very 辛苦 sia! ><
Decorated them but can't show cause..... :)

whattheeff.

Okay... I don't know what I'm waiting for or expecting. Every time we talk, I just wait for something to happen, something good, something positive but everything you say always makes me feel very sad. It's like you can make me feel so happy at one point of time then BOOM, you make me fucking sad.
F it I should just fking give up.

Merry Christmas ! :D

hohoho merry christmas :P

ohmyfk I think I'm addicted to Tumblr !
Actually I created it in like May or smth but I've only used it today?
Don't really know how to use it but all those quotes are so relateable ! ~ So I just reblog & reblog LOL


http://discreetkisses.tumblr.com/

BYEEEEEEEEEE.

Suittttt up !

What's up, it's 5:55am right now and we're preparing to leave the house for malacca.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE !!! ~ Yesterday had prexmasdrinking and all the presents are laid out ! :D

Hehehe I damn happy cause I dl-ed like five episodes of How I Met Your Mother on mah phone for da journey :D

It's the best show ever, been watching since th start of sec 1 :)

OKAAAY. Be back on Christmas night. BUYYYYY. And bye.

Animal Sex !

HEYYYY :) went to school again for CCA notice board thing..
Seriously this whole holidays is like packed with Sjab stuff, about 2/3 gone cause of CCA.. But I like (Y) :)
K we were slacking today haha. Watched hardcore wrestling and animal sex damn gross!!!
Then after that we painted the posters and stuff :s
We even persuaded some of next year's sec ones mothers to appeal to hai sing & join Sjab hehehehe ^~^

LISTEN TO: SERENATA by ATOMIC MIX LAB.
So chilling and haunting but...我喜欢 !

Alvin & the chipmunks

Blogging with my phoneeeee !

Yesterday went out with Poh & Chuthongz to the new mall at expo there, changi city point I think. Not bad uh :)
Ate at Manhatten fish market then Belinda was serving us, damn joke ! xD
Kept gl-ing her hehe :)
After lunch went bugis junction to watch alvin and the chipmunks 3 ! Not bad, damn cute and funny, especially Theodore :)) he's so chubby & adorable.
Then they ate and slack some more then went home.

if you like me, then say you like me

The music vid is soooo cute :3 !~

Zone Presentation 2011

Yesterday was frigginggggg awesome :D

Drops of Jupiter

Hello :) Haven't blogged something worth blogging for a long time.
A lot of stuff has happened lately, like ATC, Standard Chartered, SJ room cleanup, shopping for dresses and accessories etc. Will blog about that next time cause veeeeery lazy to upload all the pics.

Umm so yeah, went to school today for room inspection. Some bigshot from England will be coming to visit HaiSing SJAB in Jan 2012 so it'll be quite a grand affair for us. A lot of hard work and a lump of cash have been pumped in to make it successful so I'm quite proud of our corp's SJ :DD

We played murderer & cap's ball while waiting for WW then went for a ride in his car with pz, junjuan, shawn & junwei to shop for some hooking thing before heading for dinner. Hahaha ok all of them were talking a lot of funny stuff so we kept laughing.

Then we went separate ways after 7:30. Me & PZ went to buy candles and camped at the playground behind EPPS :) Oh man, that playground brings back so many good memories in P5 , where the whole class would gather every Wednesday to buy cup noodles, blast loud music and just spend time with each other at the playground.

You know what? I really miss those times where I was still a kid, where life was much more simple..no friendship disputes, heartbreaks, where studies weren't that important and everyone just lived together happily? Sure there were fights and quarrels among friends, but we forgave so easily, unlike now? Now we care so much about our pride and forgiving seems so hard.. that's why most arguments are never resolved and are just left hanging... If only we could just care less about our face and live life simply and happily? That would be great.

Yeap we played with candles till 9:30 then went home, oh and I'd witnessed a lunar eclipse ! :D

Isn't life like a candle ? We're born lighted and one day, all of us will burn out. Sometimes problems will extinguish us but our friends, the other lighted candles, will light us up again. LOL k wtf am I saying ?! >_<

Long day tomorrow ! Kinda excited yet dreading Zone Presentation... Will get to see everyone dressed in their best in the hotel and stuff but I think I will look like crap. First time in years that I'll be wearing a dress, uber weird ):

Okaaaaay BYES :)

Standard Chartered

Last Sunday we participated in the Standard Chartered Marathon duty and it was a great experience :)

Camped at PZ's house till 12am then we went to meet the rest at Esplanade there. We drank starbucks and ate macs. After that, me, Peizhen, Jiaqi, Junyuan, Jerome, Shawn, Shu Ang went to register in at around 2;30am and we served all the way until 10am, very shagged ! Then after that all of us went to eat at justacia and no moreeeee.

I'm barely breathing with a broken heart that's still beating.

Nice songggg

Damn it

I'm freaking sad right now, fk lah...

Woaahhoho

Hellooooo, off to camp tmr ! Hais, can't text or tweet for 3 days, sure die one ):
Anywayyy, went out with the Malaysian AC boys on Monday ! :) They came to Singapore for some excursion to the zoo but they had free time so they met up with us ^~^ but licong never come cause his passport expired.

Went AMK hub then they arrived in a taxi and we spent like 30mins to decide where to eat ! Then chat and ate at Newyorknewyork

The bill !

We wanted to go cycling so went to Bishan Park afterwards but got no bicycle kiosk sia ! Oh man, what kind of park no bicycle kiosks one ?! D:<

So we went bowling instead at Raffles Boulevard there :) bowled for like an hour or so and we lost to them ):

Then we all went our separate ways at around 7 plus, and the outing was damn awesome ! Like never see them since June and they changed so much (suddenly grow so much hair :D)

June

November


byeeeeee :)
arghh damn, can't make the pics smaller D:

Forever and alwaysssss

HI !! These few days have been really fun ! :D

FRIDAY

went out to celebrate PZ's belated birthday and so we tricked her to going to raffles city and then we went to Buffet Town ! :D

Damn nice place, got lots of nice fooooood. Pasta, sushi, crab, crayfish, Indian food, lamb, beef, nice soup and a lot of other yummy yum stuff. We ate for like three hours plus !

Then after that we went window shopping HAHAHAHA and TRIED ON DRESSES ! xD Veryy epic cause we looked sooo different :)

I miss twenty ten

Do you ever wake up in the middle of the night because of a dream and just feel so miserable and sad?

Not because it was a nightmare but because it was a good dream. A very good dream with the person you miss a lot and you two were just talking to each other just like before. Before you had that big argument with each other and started drifting away from each other. Then you just wake up and realize that it was all just one fucking dream and things were just like before - one big mess. Then you start tearing because of all those unsaid words and the actions that you didn't do to make things better. Because pride was more important to you at that time and you just lie in bed and tear and start regretting.

That happens to me, a lot.

tonight i feel invincible

AHHH, I still can't download the album ):
Seriously love The Wanted like crazy, ever since they sang "All time low" last year :D
Every song that they release is superb, and I love them all.

wasn't it easier in your firefly catching days ?

It's never good to have an indecisive ♥

We found love in a hopeless place

O hi ! My muscles are aching from yesterday's badminton outing. Like 4 hours of badminton, GOSH !

So spent 11-11-11 playing badminton with friends hahaha it was damn fun ! :) though I kinda suck at it ): but still fun ok!

Played with.. Shi Ting, PeiZhen, Shawn, JunYuan, Yongliang, Marcus, Berek, Carmen, Chryston, Bryan! :D

K then today went for the CGH attachment briefing with MZ & Shi Ting, but we were like 20 mins late so by the time we reached HQ, the briefing over liao -.- took the booklets and asked around about what was briefed.

Apparently, we will be given a $25 allowance for 5 days of work omg, that's like one pathetic dollar per hour ??! Like worse than a cleaner's pay ($3.50/hr I think) Then after that slacked at Subway for like err, 3 hrs

URGHHHHH D:
I miss Perak ! )';

10-11-11

Oh heyz :) Today like very epic uh :3

Soooo, had bridging as usual, and it's damn boring -.- hais, then last period no teacher so MZ called me to pon and go ehub with her, was chatting on the phone with her then Govind suddenly came out of nowhere and gave me a 10 min lecture on my attitude during bridging and say stuff like, "Ms Lye, do you think you have put in enough effort during the entire bridging programme?" and blablabla.

Apparently BHV go complain to Gov that I keep talking during class so he wanted to speak to me, urghhh I dislike her !

K then walkwalk with MZ before having OOA meeting with 5 other members and went to watch "Tin Tin" with xiao wee, kerrell, pz and elaine. Thought it would be some lame movie but it was actually quite nice :) but in between the movie, Shi ting and me kept throwing popcorn at each other then there was popcorn all over our seats, uniforms and the floor :X

We saw bangla then go play awhile before going home. Not bad :)

omg tomorrow's 11-11-11, gonna spam wishes on 11:11 am and 11:11 pm :D

let the sun shine

Was just sitting there and looking at the candles burn and feeling the breeze run through my hair while listening to my neighbor play the piano. Felt calm and got me thinking a lot about my life. I wish I could have everything worked out ):

you and only you.

Was back in SG on Monday, ohhhh, the end of a very fun and awesome trip to Perak.
I've been through like what, 9 camps in Sec school and this Perak camp, was the best one that I had been through :)

Everything was great, the people, the teachers, the activities, the opportunities we had, the fun, the laughter, the bus rides, the lorry rides, caving, high elements, trekking, seeing leeches and giant millipedes/centipedes, and all the time we had in Perak.

Pretty sure everyone from all four UGs got to bond very well with each other during the trip ! ^~^

Damn lazy to blog about the whole trip, so yea, not going to ! Anyway, the trip is totally indescribable since it was so awesome :) LOVED IT and miss it

talking to you was the highlight of the trip, cause we finally talked after 227 days. yep, the trip was worth it =)

Most of us broke down and cried on the last night, cause all the adventures we had been through, were priceless and we knew everything is gonna end when we return home.

All great things must come to an end ): 天下没有不散的宴席

Would you live each moment like your last?

HHAHAHAAAHA HELLO OMGGGGG. Spent most of the day downloading a lot songs for the UG trip.

Sooo, will be setting off to Perak tmr and have to reach school before 7 sia ): Have to wake up at 5:30 then meeting Kerrell before going school :3

Quite excited for the camp and idk whyy, oh and packed everything yesterday ^^
Okayy actually not everything, haven't pack my daypack, shall do that tonight.

I'm feeling so... empty or something, each time I think of you, seriously miss you like crap ? I'm sorry, I know I was such a lousy friend and we fought over ridiculous stuff but.. I don't think I can continue living like this.
campere? all gone.

So yeap, returning on Monday night, hope m'sia have Wifi so that I can use Twitter :D !
gonna miss you when I'm in Perak ):

you know I would do anything for you.

Okaaaaay, there's no school today, yay ! :D

Saturday

Had cca meeting in the early afternoon, then fooled around with PZ, hungout at Tampines before heading to Jol's chalet at around 7pm :)

Soooo, the both of us thought we were very late, but we met Chloe and Cia at E!hub so we went to Coasta Sands together. Hahahahaha freaking fail, we paid a dollar to enter the ehub coasta sands then we realised we're supposed to go to the pasir ris one 0-0
















So we were like running all over before we reached the chalet :X Hahahah ok got a lot of people sia, like 20 then we ate bbq food and talked a lot with people, played with matches and candles, basically having a lot of fun :)
















All of us left together at like 10:30pm !























haiz, Friend, I miss you so much.. ):


Tuesday(yesterday)

Yesterday was like a super long day ! :( lessons were ok, and then last period we went comp lab, and played NEOPETS wdf hahaha !! Like so long nvr play le, I still remember when I was p1, everyone was crazy about it ! Played with Poh, Betty, Belinda, Zheng wei, Krystal and Charlotte LOL ! XD

Then after school had to do NYAA.

I HATE NYAA SIA, so waste time, plus I had to chiong like twelve entries? :c
And I keep writing rubbish for nyaa, eg, "I have learned how to persist and strive for accuracy during this activity" HAHA what a lie, anyhow spam Habits of Mind !

Then collected my guides cookie from Soo Jing ! Damn nice to eat, but the box very ugly compared to last year's !























kay then after that went KFC with pohgina before returning back to school for the Perak Briefing ! Got the itinery and packing list le, omg and Jasbir said the caves were muddy and stuff, D: I hope got no snakes, I don't like them!

And there's no Wifi in the hotel, SIAN, 4 days 3 nights with no internet :c I hope the camp will be fun :)

ikeephavingthesamedreamthatwe'refriendsagain, but dreams are just dreams.
hais, ☹

This post is very long.

Ohhhkay, a lot of things happened recently, like both good and bad :X
K mostly bad cause of my stinkin' results. And it has been a long time since I've actually blogged about what I did instead of how I feel so I'm gonna do that NOW.


Tuesday

OKAY. Went out with Poh to buy shoes and then she treated me to Häagen-Dazs, thanks :)

Went to Pris condo, mingled around for awhile before going upstairs to see SooJing, and her dog is super duper CUTE :D






























:D


K then we went downstairs at around seven plus to grab some food to eat and then dip our feet into the pool. ZZZZ k I very lazy to type sia. UMMMMM, OH! And Fionn also came and join us then we kept going in and out of the pool for fun.
































































guys spraying deodorant on the fire!

Then around 10 plus, sang birthday songs for Zhonghan, Chryston and Engjian and cut cake and took photos before going home at around ten forty.



















Wednesday

Went out with L to Marina Barrage, cause we wanted to fly kites but it suddenly rained quite heavily, so we ran in the rain as we decided to go catch a movie.












































aaaaaand, my results are shitty, oh gosh, damn tired, I'd blog another time :/

HEHEHEHEHEHEH

HAI HAI HAI ! MYGOODNESS, EXAMS ARE LIKE FINALLY OVER?!! FYEAHH BABYYY :)
LOOKING FORWARD TO WEDNESDAYYYYY CAUSE... :D

Today's papers were okay compared to others, but bio section C was a killer ):
Then after that watched Real Steel with Pohgina, and Berek, Sheryl, Zhengwei were sitting behind us! Daaaaamn nice, got this cute boy too, Dakota Goyo. And Hugh Jackman is damn buff, he got them MUSCLES !

kthxbbai,★

Remember what you told me exactly a year ago, on 10/10/10 ? I'll never forget those words.

Oh, look, it&apos;s the 30th.

AAAAAAAAH YES PERAK CAMP HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH SOOOOOOO HAPPY I CAN GO WOOHOOO.

This sec 3 combined UG camp is gonna rock.

Nothing&apos;s gonna change, not for me and you.

Like damn sad, really wanted to go the UG camp but only ten allowed? ): Hais, then, I really don't want you to not go cause of me? Guilty.

k hope I can study tmr. Went out to play with fire with PZ again, then her sister damn irritating but cute :)

Oh noooooo.

Can't help but fall for the wrong guy all the time ): !

We the kings

I don't know why but I'm feeling real happy right now, maybe it's cause your texts really cheer me up all the time :)



♫'Cause I'm never going down, I'm never giving up. I'm never gonna leave, So put your hands up, if you like me, then say you like me. ♪

Rated M.

Ö k EOYs are like, coming real soon yet I'm still slacking & fooling around, fml. I can't find the motivation to study !

Is there such a job as an arsonist ? I like to play with firezz.

hands up

I've been thinking about you and everything we did. I miss you real bad, I just wished you would be the old you and we could just be happy.

#nowplaying: Just A Kiss - Lady Antebellum

pull the trigger

Yeah you know what? You're a jerk, I don't what the hell was wrong with me or why I even chose to believe you.
Bastard.

You better run, better run, outrun my gun.

Ohh, we've grown and changed so much.
haiz ):

& th story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.

I thought you wouldn't give up so easily. I thought you would change. I thought you were a good person. Thanks for showing me that you're like that.

I wished that I had never met you. You're such a hypocrite, a liar, a goddamned flirt.

I hate you, so much.
but then again I miss you

National Day Eve.

Ohhh today was quite good I guess ^^
Waah but the starting part damn suck, we had to sing national day songs then we're not even sitting at red house there so most of us didn't sing.
And my class had extra maths lesson after the celebrations .___.

Watched Rise of the planet apes with Chutongz :) Daaamn naise movie (Y)































I don't want to die with regrets.
I can't help thinking about you 24/7

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer.

Yesterday was just so awesome :)
The appreciation thing was kinda boring but the part after that was fun (Y)
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
Was like carrying people and piggybacking PZ. Like damn funny until I want rofl.
Xiasuay max.























And I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low you can't feel nothing at all
You got my heartbeat runnin' away

T.G.I.F.

Waaaalaoo, my blog is filled with unhappy posts D:<
K I shall stop posting sad shitz.

Today was a great Friday :) School ended early so me and Poh decided to watch Captain America. The movie not bad ehh(Y)But the ending isn't a happy one D: Rogers didn't manage to be with girl he loves. Sad or what? ): Yupz.

Oh yaaaah, today is Mr Shah and Janani's last day at haising, why must they leaaave. Jan gave us chocolate hohoh :D

And we took a picture with her, ^^

How I wish it was only just a dream

Okay. Okay. Okay. FML seriously, I want all this to end right now. I'm gonna pick the right time and say it all out to you.
End this the way it started out.

You're just a pussy, you're cowardly, you're not who I want to be with.

Yesterday was awesome cause me and Z talked a lot :)

Forever and always.

This is so screwed up. What do you expect me to reply? All your texts are starting to get boring and I don't know what to do.

Where is this going? Thought I knew for a minute, but I don't anymore.

I guess it's better to let go than to hold on to something that's going nowhere..



So here's everything coming down to nothing, here's to silence that cuts me to the core.

Like it's her birthday

Yesterday was a great Racial Harmony Day :D Damn fun and cool to see everyone be so enthusiastic suddenly.

If I let go, our efforts would be wasted, we won't even have a chance to be friends again. If I hold on, I'll be wasting my time and it'll only make me feel more miserable. But there's still that glimmer of hope, not too bright but is it worth it?


holdonorletgo?

Why are we pretending this is nothing?

This sucks man, I just miss those days. And I know they'll never be back.

To A: I feel damn sad whenever I see you. Everywhere I go, I'll chance upon you. Recess, lunch, assembly, sex ed, after school. EVERYWHERE. Why can't we just stop pretending? ):



mlp.

Cause if you go, I'll go.

Oh, this is terrible, there's just so many things running through my mind right now. Been really unlucky for the past few days, haiz.

Last Friday, got caught for ponning PE by Preston and BH then had to go PC. This Monday Gng wanted to give me and Betty PC for talking during Sex ed. Omg he PMS ah, talking only right? Then Tuesday got caught for skipping recess assembly cause someone told on us. So Govind scolded us for like a loooong time, and I had to serve PC on Tue and Wed. Then today, Preston confiscated my phone and gave me PC wtfzxc. Lucky I go apologise and asked for my phone back politely.

What is wrong with HaiSing siah? Everything also must give detention is it? Not even serious offences. And Faten threatened to make me drop A maths next year. SIANZXC.

And you. I feel like tearing each time I go onto your Facebook profile and just look through your photos. I miss you so badly. And I keep bumping into you these few days, and I just feel like running towards you and apologise and give you a long hug. You were just 15cm away from me during recess that day.



To B: I really believe we can pull through this. I hope everything goes well and smoothly. ily.


Am I better off dead? Am I better off a quitter?

When the stars collide

Hi.

There's just so many things that I regret right now. What's wrong with me? .____. I can't believe so many things happened in such a short time, so many mistakes that I'd made, and I'd only realised it last night.

Sorry to A, I didn't mean to start that argument with you, didn't mean to ignore you. We don't even talk right now, and to think we were so close during those two years. Every time I see you, I just wish you would say a "Hi", or just smile will do. But you pretend not to see me every time and it's killing me. I miss you very much.


To B: These few months, were great, thanks a lot. But I wish you weren't so overprotective sometimes.

I hate this love song,

.____.

Blogging's such a hassle.
Unlike micro-blogging :)
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All this waiting is driving me crazy.

We got the gold

It sure feels good.